The Nourishment

 

Nourishing your body is more than what you put in your mouth

Nourishing your soul is more than the thoughts in your mind or the qi that floats freely

In your aura and beyond even that.

 

It takes a village, a planet, solitude, soil, water,

a baby laughing, an open sky, a night filled with stars

a ream of beautifully coloured silk, gold, crystals and jewels to adorn you

a hot pot on the fire bubbling over with love and more

 

It takes a gentle thought aimed directly at your own beating heart

It takes patience and practice

Again and again

Coming home to yourself

Because you are a place worth coming back to.

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Food Genius at Work: Three Experts on Nourishment

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This past month's focus on food has been such a delight.  I have much more to say about the challenges and discoveries made during this month, but I thought I'd hand the mic over to some fellow nutrition experts to share their wisdom on seasonal eating and what nourishment means to them.  Amy Bondar, Malcolm Saunders and Luka Symons are three amazing Calgary-based colleagues/mentors/friends who have taught me so much about nourishing not only the body, but the mind and spirit as well.  Check out their work and their beautiful responses below. 


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Amy Bondar is a Calgary-based Nutritional Therapist, an Eating Psychology Coach and a Demartini Method Facilitator.  She's also a wicked ass workshop leader and her Weekend of Nourishment was a most amazing addition to my Month of Food!  Held in the spring and fall, it's a must-do for anyone looking to create a healthy relationship with food.  Find her at amybondar.com 

Why is seasonal eating important to your personal health approach?

There is a perfection to what mother-nature provides for us at each season and when we align ourselves with this wisdom, we give our body what it needs to stay balanced, prevent illness and optimize our health. Going back to the wisdom of nature is a beautiful way to eat. It’s simple, it makes sense and it works!

What are your favourite spring/summer foods (herbs, food, drink, whatever you use to support seasonal eating?) 

In Spring, I love getting into all of the bitters, astringent and pungent vegetables to help break up mucous from the winter, burn excess weight we accumulate over winter, to cleanse the body and reawaken energy. My favorites are pea shoots, microgreens, sprouts, ginger, baby bok choy, Spring lettuces. I also love putting doTerra lemon essential oil in my water to stimulate detoxification and support cleansing.

Summer for me, is all about fruits and refreshing salads. I love taking in all of the cooling sweet fruits that we only get once a year (cherries, nectarines, peaches, plums, apricots etc.)

Do you have any spring/summer-specific health-sustaining habits that you try to hone?

I always kickstart Spring with a cleanse. Not only do I change my diet to align with Spring, I also incorporate herbal formulas that support cleansing and detoxification of the main elimination pathways – the liver, kidneys, lungs, skin and colon. I love doTerra and use the Cleanse and Restore Kit. It is gentle, effective and I feel amazing at the end of the 30 days.  In the summer, I do my best to chill out, be spontaneous, play, take a break from routine and too much structure, be outside and enjoy the season. Leave all of that necessity for the Fall/Winter!

What does nourishment mean to you? 

Doing what you love that feeds your soul. Time with my kids and husband, inspiring, educating and guiding my clients, time in nature, walking my dog, going to the spa, journaling, doing a great Barre class, and enjoying amazing, whole, vibrant, colorful food that has been grown and made with love. These are all ways I find nourishment.

Do you think food and spirit are connected? If yes, how do you personally experience that connnection in your daily life?

The food I eat is an expression of my spirit. When I am inspired, doing what I love, fulfilled and grateful, my food will be vibrant, colorful, energetic and vital.  My food reflects the level of energy I feel in my life, but it also gives me the energy to do what I love to do.

What are the practical ways in which you maintain a healthy diet? Especially when you're busy? 

Food prep is key. The weekend is about making enough proteins to draw on for the week, having the right vegetables to make great salads, ensuring I have easy-to-grab fruit, nuts and making hummus, protein balls, and a soup or a one-pot meal I can draw on for the week. It doesn’t have to be difficult, just simple, clean, whole, healthy and energizing foods to give me the energy and satiation to do what I love to do.


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Malcolm Saunders is the Founder and Owner of The Light Cellar, a beautiful super food shop and elixir bar based in Calgary.  He also coaches entrepreneurs in conscious business practices, has authored a great little book, The Elixir Life, is a delightful public speaker and teaches amazing classes on everything from raw chocolate-making to fermentation to intuitive eating.  Get more info about all things Malcolm at malcolmsaunders.com

Why is seasonal eating important to your personal health approach?

Food contains nutrients that are appropriate and helpful for your body to thrive during that season.

What are your favourite spring/summer foods (herbs, food, drink, whatever you use to support seasonal eating?)

I love herbal teas like nettles, and of course I love eating berries that are in abundance and any other fruit that is ripe during that time. The taste of a tree or berry ripened fruit and berry is incomparably so much more delicious and nutritious. I also love using herbs like mint and I hibiscus which are very cooling and refreshing.

Do you have any spring/summer-specific health-sustaining habits that you try to hone?

The biggest one is getting out into nature. Especially wild crafting and foraging, but even if I’m just out in nature just learning about new plants and interacting with the ones I know, be it harvesting berries, picking leaves or whatever the season offers. Food nourishes us in two ways - one is by the act of eating and in consuming the food and receiving what it has to offer. The other opportunity for nourishment is going out into nature and interacting with the plant which provides that food, be it planting, tending or picking - there is a connection that happens.

What does nourishment mean to you? 

It’s beyond being just “full”, which is so often the benchmark for our culture has when it comes to mealtimes. Nourishment is about a deep sense of satisfaction, being fully nourished by all the major and micro nutrients of the food, the ones we know about and the ones we don’t know about which food contains. Mindfully eating real food prepared in loving ways is how we truly nourish ourselves.

Do you think food and spirit are connected? If yes, how do you personally experience that connnection in your daily life?

Absolutely I feel they are connected. Probably one of the best illustrations is food grown and prepared with love. There is an experiential difference between that and food grown and prepared with other ulterior motives like profit. Profit is not bad, but when it’s the only motivation behind food this is where we can go terribly wrong. We have a saying in our culture about mom‘s home cooking, homemade, handmade with love, is best.  We may not have the words or science behind it but we all know and have experienced this food and the depth it provides. Food that is infused with a loving spirit is far more life giving and nourishing.

What are the practical ways in which you maintain a healthy diet? Especially when you're busy?

Elixirs are one of my top ways because not only can I get in nutrients as I would a smoothie but I can bring in the herbal component from adaptogenic plants and medicinal mushrooms to support me in the busyness of my day.


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Luka Symons is a fellow Holistic Nutrition Consultant, Founder of good food + you, a Fermenteur, a Whole Foods educator, a friend and basically a Foodie Mastermind.  Find her at lukasymons.com, follow her online and if you're in Calgary, be sure to attend any of her amazing classes!  

Why is seasonal eating important to your personal health approach?

Eating seasonally invites variety into your diet, and gets you focusing on those foods that are ripening closer to you. This allows for a shorter distance of farm to plate, which cuts down on emissions for one, but allows the plants to ripen longer in the ground or on the vine. When the plants ripen in the garden longer, you get a more nutrient dense food. Say for example a tomato; if you're eating a tomato in early February in southern Alberta, that tomato has been brought to you from lands far, far away. The tomatoes were picked long before they were ripe, and were allowed to ripen on the truck on the way to you. When you eat a tomato in late July from your CSA veggie box, that tomato was allowed to ripen on the vine and picked a day or two before being shipped to you. That tomato will have a higher concentration of vitamin C (one of the last nutrients to develop on the vine. That tomato in February that came to you via two continents? Didn't get the time to develop the vitamin C.) but will also have a deeper more 'tomato-ey' flavour. That's because you're tasting the nutrients, and the sugar content. When it tastes better, that's the sweet flavour calling to you. That sweet flavour is Nature's way of signalling the fruit/veg is at peak freshness!

If you eat with the seasons, you do also eat more variety. Each season calls on different foods, and rotating your foods is an important part of getting a variety of nutrients in to your body.

What are your favourite spring/summer foods (herbs, food, drink, whatever you use to support seasonal eating?)

HERBS! I have perennials that come back every year in my garden. I leave green onions in late fall and allow them to self-seed so there is a massive amount of green onions coming up in early spring - they go in EVERYTHING. I also have chives, and sorrel which is a lemony spinach-like green. I keep thinking of new ways to incorporate them in to our meals. I also have lovage, a brilliant perennial herb that comes up year after year. It's halfway between parsley and celery, and just a wonderful flavour. That too finds its way into everything. In years where spring is lagging, (like this year!) I was sprouting seeds like mad and eating sprouts on everything I could think of. 

I do not feel particularly called to drinking cold fermented beverages in the colder months. I concentrate on tea blends that either I put together, or find about town. Warm teas are a daily occurrence when the times are colder. I transition to greener teas as the temperature warms, drinking things like nettle and peppermint as the base, and adorning with flowers dried from last year's garden. This just makes me feel like I'm prepping for gardening again - revisiting with my flowers. Cheesy, but true. 

As the weather warms, I'm all over consuming fermented colder beverages and water over the course of the day. Water kefir is tops for me, and kombucha is an almost daily occurrence too. This year I have felt a particular pull towards kombucha, more than before: I think it is because I am working on really tuning in to what my body is asking for. Spring is the season of the liver, and kombucha is a wonderful support to the liver's detoxification process. It feels so right to down some buch in order to support what my liver does all the live long day. Love live the liver!

In the hotter summer months, I eat as much as possible from my little garden out back. Over the years, I have only added in plants that will share food with me when I grow it. In June there are the Honeyberries (a brilliant addition to the garden - adding 2 more bushes this year!), in July and August the sour cherries. As soon as the petals are ready, there are calendula petals and nasturtium flowers and leaves that work their way into all kinds of foods. I eat a lot of pesto in deep summer - just feels like you can really pack a punch in a small amount of food, and the flavours are so divine.

Do you have any spring/summer-specific health-sustaining habits that you try to hone?

SLEEP! This year I'm working on increasing the amount of time I sleep, getting to bed earlier and prioritizing this important task. I am also really carving out some time each evening for something I want to do, whether it's gardening, or reading a good book with a good cuppa at my side. It has to be non-work related. 

On the daily, as the temperatures are warming, I also really make sure to get at least a full hour outside during the day somewhere, or more when I can. It is typically a dog walk with my fam, or some frisbee golf with the dog and fam, or plunking away at the ever-encroaching quack grass-ridden garden beds out front. Weekends are spent outside as much as possible. I mean I do run a wee business, and so much of that time is spent staring at a screen - this year as the warmer climes swoop in, I feel a real pull to spend more time outside. That's what I'm doing this year!

What does nourishment mean to you? 

Loaded question. And such an important thing to consider, and everyone's answer will be different!

For me, nourishment means a few different things. 1. We need to eat to deeply nourish the cells of our bodies. 2. We need to eat to deeply nourish the bugs of our gut. 3. We need to eat to deeply nourish the soul - this means JOY. So nourishment means looking after our bodies and nourishing them with an eye to including those nutrient dense foods that give us the ingredients to do all the work our bodies want to do (our body will always choose life!), and this includes eating those foods that will help look after the bugs in our gut (micro biome, collection of bacteria fungus and yeasts that reside in our intestinal tract - our multi tasking super star gut guardians!). This means eating lots of plants. But it also means nourishing your soul, and working on JOY. What brings you joy? we need to nourish our souls with the good things. And no one else can tell you what that is for you - you have to choose it for yourself. Cultivate Joy.

I would also rather NOURISH my body as opposed to punish it with food restrictions. Sure, there are some foods my body has a hard time with. While I omit those foods most of the days (because I know I have lots of stairs to climb in the coming days - for me, some foods really impact how my knees function) but on some days, you can be sure I'll be eating some of those foods because they fall in the category of JOY. BUT NOT EVERY DAY. I veer towards the positive as much as possible, and on a conscious level. It's an important way of living that I have worked hard at including - again working on that joy. So nourish with the good foods, the good connections with some good people. And reach for joy.

5) Do you think food and spirit are connected? If yes, how do you personally experience that connnection in your daily life?

Ay. Absolutely so. I see it in my garden - how the plants' life forces are impacted by the weather, and by my work tending to them. My calendula last year were flowering, and some of the petals were spontaneously turning into full flowers and then flowering on top of the initial flowering. I had never seen that! I think it was the earth's life force (oh things are shifting right now!) and my life force and that of the flower, and we were all just riffing on each other. It's one of the ways I think of playing with my food, this gardening thing I do.

I think of food as ways to bring earth spirit to me and help fuel my body assisting in keeping me connected to the earth. Every meal there is a blessing shared, in thanks for the foods I am about to eat. I sometimes feel like I get to revisit the plants from my garden (they really feel like my friends! HA!) when I consume them over the winter months, based on my harvesting and preparation of them in fall. Might sound loopy, but there is a sense of what the light and temperature was like at the time I would have prepared that food, and it comes through while I am preparing the meal months later. I think that is the connection of land and spirit and food and earth and me. And it really invites me to meditate on it all. It's why I love gardening so much, and I think of food preparation as an extension of that.

6) What are the practical ways in which you maintain a healthy diet? Especially when you're busy?

One of my favourite people on this planet, Monica Corrado once said 'Bless it and get on with it.' I hold that truth every day. I eat as best I can, when I have time I try to make extra so that I can freeze it for easy meals down the road. I can't tell you how much soup is in my freezer, and how often I am grateful to have a single portion of soup as an easy lunch option when getting lost in my work at the screen. I choose those foods in our home to be the best versions we can afford at the time, prioritizing good meats and fats, eating as seasonally as possible (which really helps reduce the grocery bill - when you eat seasonally, the produce is cheaper!). 

I meal plan, albeit begrudgingly. As much as I recoil at the thought of meal planning, it really does simplify things for us in our home on weeknights. It saves me a half hour of scouring the fridge/freezer/pantry to think of something to make for dinner; it reminds me what kind of prep needs to happen when or what kind of meat to take out of the freezer too. This meal planning idea also helps keep weekday evenings a bit more sane - I put down on my meal plan all of our evening activities, and plan meals accordingly. Busy nights call for meals to be pulled out of the freezer that only require a reheat. Days where there is no school and little taxiing around town call for a bit more prep, perhaps a roasted chicken for dinner. Those kinds of ideas.

I also keep good things in the pantry (cans of sardines, coconut milk, popcorn, loads of herbs, dried greens from my garden, dried tomatoes from my yearly haul from BC every summer, nori paper) and good things in the freezer frozen into ice cube sizes (pesto, roasted pumpkin, blitzed cooked lentils, pizza sauce). It's amazing how much this small variety of foods can be quick and easy jump off points for meals down the road... Pesto really elevates leftovers when you put them in a pot with some good meat stock. Soupe Pistou is a popular item chez nous!

We stock up on 1/4 share of a cow and 1/2 share of a pig every year, and getting bulk orders of pastured chickens from a local farm a few times a year. I just joined a coop food buying club where one person organizes the orders and we buy all together. Brilliant affordable prices for the good stuff, like butter, maple syrup, olive oil, sprouted spelt flour, sprouted tortillas, herbs, spices, etc. But it does mean I have two big chest freezers in my basement. And they're always full. 

I also do bulk prep of foods, those things that are in ice cube trays. In the summer, I bring back 120 pounds of tomatoes grown in the interior BC and spend a good week prepping them for the freezer (roasted tomatoes, simple basil tomato sauce, dehydrated tomatoes, pizza sauce, Mexican red sauce, plum tomatoes frozen into medium ziplock bags - they equal a can of tomatoes and are half the price!). So going with the seasons, and harvesting accordingly and batch prepping items when there is time and energy. I do recognize that my partner has a full time job, which allows me to spend extra time on our food prep in our home, but it is what sustains me as a person, and really deeply nourishes my family. It is something we prioritize in our home, and is how it was in my home growing up too. What you put in your mouth three or more times a day has a MASSIVE impact on your quality of life. I aim to make this a good life.

A Month (or Two) On Sleep: The Lost Treasure

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So I’ve fallen in love with Sleep.  When I first started this month, I’ll be honest, I was kinda thinking: “Sleep? Booooooorrrrrrrrrring.” Turns out it’s super un-boring and I’ve learned way more than I thought I would.  I have been focusing so intensely on my affair with sleep, I’ve lost a whole month and now A Year at My Best has turned into 13 Months at My Best - it’s like a baker’s dozen of me at my best!  So, my dear reader, now I shall share with you my little journey of this month’s sleep exploration and how I have found a treasure I never even knew I lost.

My relationship with sleep has always been pretty uneventful - I’m a good sleeper.  There were a few times when I was a kid where I had a hard time falling asleep, in my twenties, I pulled a few all-nighters, (as you do.)  I started my thirties by giving birth to a beautiful little demon who woke up every 2 to 4 hours for what felt like 16 years.  When he turned 18 months, I told my husband that I really wanted to try that sleep through the night thing that I used to do and he woke up with our little angel/demon for three nights.  Deprived of boob milk in the wee hours, my little munchkin started to sleep through the night and I Benjamin Buttoned back into a beautiful thirty-something.  Like, I literally looked 2 years younger after a week of 8-hour straight sleeps.  It was the stuff of miracles. 

Once my kids were sleeping through the night on their own, I started getting sassy, putting them to bed and then staying up till all hours enjoying my me-time!  It was so awesome to have hours to myself to do whatever I wanted!  Hang out with the Huz! Drink! Eat! Binge-watch show!  Write!  Mindlessly surf the Interweb!  It was glorious.  And, turns out, as destructive as those sleep-interrupted nights of the early parenting era.  I woke every morning exhausted and feeling like I needed about 3 more hours of sleep.  Through my work in nutrition, I knew, intellectually, all the things - the adrenal burn out, the effect of lack of sleep on hormone balance, decision-making ability and on and on.  There’s basically nothing good that comes out of sleep deprivation.  It took me a few years (work in progress,) to actually take that knowledge and put it into action.

My daughter, dedicated to sleeping.

My daughter, dedicated to sleeping.

I knew my sleep re-programming needed to happen early in A Year At My Best because it was obvious, by the way that I felt (sooo tired,) that not much would be accomplished if I didn’t find a way to recharge.  Sleep is the great regenerator.  So much of our body’s healing capacity is activated when we lay down and shut off.  In a culture where one of our most basic needs is so often ignored, it’s easy to accept that notion of being tired and feeling like there’s not much you can do about it.  Everyone’s tired, right?  No biggie. Except it kinda is.  The only way to know this is to sleep.  Sleep like you’re getting paid to sleep.  Sleep like your life depends on it because it actually does.  Sleep and then tell me how you feel. 

For many of us, though, it’s not as easy as all that.  According to a Statistics Canada study (http://www.cbc.ca/news/health/sleep-statistics-canada-1.4297378) completed in 2017, “43 per cent of men and 55 per cent of women in the 18 to 64 age group reported trouble going to sleep or staying asleep ‘sometimes/most of the time/all of the time.’”  So what do I recommend for those of you who aren’t able to get as much ZZZ’s as you need?  Aside from determining if there’s anything clinically going on, like sleep apnea, I would take the time to determine what factors are interrupting your much needed rest.  This is definitely a task that will take patience and discipline, but since that’s what I’m trying to foster this year, it’s something I’m willing to undertake.  Are you?

My #1 resource this month, (besides actual sleep,) was a book called “Sleep Smarter” by Shawn Stevenson.  I discovered Shawn through his podcast and was immediately taken with his message.  Coming at sleep from a holistic nutritionist perspective, Shawn breaks down the 21 key ingredients to building healthy sleep patterns.  Like diet and exercise, sleep is absolutely critical to a healthy lifestyle and I know it sounds so obvious and super dull, but everything in your waking life is much higher quality when you’ve had a good night’s rest.   Sleep Smarter backs up it’s common sense message and little-known gems with scientific research.

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The biggest changes I made (or reinforced if I already did them,) are listed below.  I’ve put them in no particular order:

  • SET-UP YOUR CIRCADIAN RHYTHM FOR SUCCESS - Resetting your circadian rhythm means your body will be able to balance and utilize the right hormones at the right time. (For example - cortisol in the AM to get you up and ready to rock and melatonin at night to get you wound-down and ready to sleep.) Hormone balance is vital to everything, literally everything, that happens within your body. Weight management, mood, sex drive, motivation, digestion, immune health, to name just a few, are all dependent on healthy hormone balance. Guess what the number one way to reset your circadian rhythms is? GET OUTSIDE EVERYDAY. Not just from the house to your car to your office outside, but legit outside for a legit amount of time. The science seems to be all over the map for exactly how long you should be outside, but let’s just say that 200,000 of human history has mostly been spent out of doors, so it’s safe to say that you’re not at risk of too much outside time. (Of course, be sensible when it comes to sun exposure, but be sure to get some everyday.)

  • GET READY FOR BED – In more ways than one. All you smarty-pants already know about the importance of “sleep hygiene,” (if you don’t look it up,) but it means have a routine and stick to it the majority of the time. Set your room up for deep sleep by keeping it dark and cool at night, get your mattress and bedding sorted out (read more about that here,) and get the electronics out (including and especially your cell phone,) which leads us to

  • HAVE A SCREEN CURFEW - This was by far the most difficult change to make. If you want to know why screens before bed depletes your ability to sleep well, check this out. Turns out I had relied on my phone and computer more than I thought! I fold laundry while watching a show after the kids go to bed or I work on writing and research on my laptop, or I scroll through the social and other online media malarkey before bedtime. When I consciously shut shit down 1 – 2 hours before bed, I was forced to do things that were a little more beneficial for me, like go to sleep. I also meditated, did some gentle body work and read. I did listen to podcasts when I had to fold laundry and tried to schedule more time in my day to do my computer work so I wasn’t looking at screens at night. Other than a movie night once a week, it was a habit that shifted fairly effortlessly after the first week. If you absolutely need to look at screens at night, do yourself a favour and get blue-light blocking glasses or a blue-light filter on your screen. Most devices have a night-mode setting and I have downloaded f.lux on my laptop and our monitor that serves as our TV.

  • DISCOVER YOUR OBSTACLES AND MOVE THROUGH THEM WITH GENTLENESS: We all have our sleep habits and like anything, if it’s broke, fix it. I discovered a lot of impediments to my rest, mainly, that no matter what time I went to bed, I woke up tired. The Huz tells me I’m a super loud snorer (HAWT,) which may be impacting the quality of sleep I get, so I have a few appointments to investigate that. I also wake up pretty stiff for such a Young Thang, so I’m working on lowering inflammation (Hello, Month 3 – FOOD!) We also have had our mattress for about 9 years and it was gifted to us second-hand, so we’re looking into upgrading the ol’ bed with a low-chemical, natural materials mattress (there's quite a few manufacturers right here in Calgary.) Those are my main obstacles, what’s preventing you from getting the quality sleep you need?

Basically I could go on ad nauseam about Sleep (and maybe I already have,) but suffice it to say that you need it, you want it and you should go out (stay in?) and get it.  I can’t tell you how much this simple shift, with plenty of adjustments along the way, has started an affair with the best bedfellow a girl could ask for - sweet, sweet, glorious sleep.

 

"I only love my bed and my mom, I'm sorry." - Drake (and my son)

"I only love my bed and my mom, I'm sorry." - Drake (and my son)

A Month On Awareness: A Conversation with Chris Leigh-Smith

We need to re-train ourselves to listen to the truth.  When we make mistakes, we can pick ourselves up and make different choices from an educated standpoint or we can belittle ourselves and make excuses not to continue.

-Chris Leigh-Smith

So by now, dear reader, I know that you know that I am starting off A Year At My Best with the light and simple concept of awareness.  Let's say "light and easy" is the goal, but I am not there yet.  Mostly because I am, at present, very gifted in the art of over-complicating things. 

The terms mindfulness and awareness are, in my context, interchangeable.  Mindfulness as defined by Jon Kabat-Zinn, a leading expert in the field, is "Paying attention in a particular way: on purpose, in the present moment, non-judgmentally."  The key to it is having the wherewithal to notice how your mental and physical actions affect outcomes in your life.  As I’m learning, this takes a bit of skill, a lot of practice and the discipline to keep carrying on.

Awareness is the seed that helps mindfulness grow.  Hence my task for the past month -  practice the basic requirement for all habit-making – the being aware of what it is you’re actually doing.  This is a skill that will be the foundation for all the work I do on this little project for the next year (and, likely, for the rest of my life.) 

I want to be very clear (to you and myself,) that this project is not about me not being “good enough,” this is about me looking compassionately at my life experience through the lens of self-acceptance and developing the wisdom to see where I can improve.

Real-life footage of me practicing awareness. Specifically awareness of not falling off that plank.

Real-life footage of me practicing awareness. Specifically awareness of not falling off that plank.

One thing that has become glaringly apparent to me is that one really has to be motivated to change in order to put in the effort.  Developing the motivation to improve your life relies a lot of having the self-esteem to think you’re worth the effort in the first place.  If we’re lucky, we are raised with the notion of self-respect, which provides the foundation for a healthy body, mind, spirit, and the desire to keep it that way. 

There are few who are able to serve as guides to the gift of self-esteem like Chris Leigh-Smith.  Chris and I were able to sit down and chat a couple weeks ago and below is some highlights of our conversation. 

Chris Leigh-Smith and his grandson, chillin' in awareness

Chris Leigh-Smith and his grandson, chillin' in awareness

Having spent many years in the school system working with kids from all kinds of backgrounds, Chris' interest in teaching came out of a desire to “help kids be happy, to develop character and to develop wisdom that would allow them to be good contributing people and to steer their own lives.”  He’s carried this generosity into his work as the owner of Calgary-based martial arts studio, Tao of Peace where the focus is on both physical and mental fitness. 

I met Chris a few years ago when my son began practicing martial arts at his studio.  Chris and his wife Kathy were teaching a brilliant parenting seminar called “Peaceful Parents, Confident Children.” Part meditation, part therapy, part workshop, the dozen classes gave me such a solid foundation for my parenting life that I decided to start again from the beginning (repetition and slow integration is my jam.) 

Chris talks in the class about behaviors having ‘above the line’ and ‘below the line’ implications: “Let’s look at the word love,” he says, “I could be loving toward someone, but the intention of my love toward them is really to control them.  For example, a child is going through a difficult moment, is crying and upset and when they cry and are upset, it actually upsets me.  And so I say, ‘It’s gonna be okay, everything is fine, stop crying, don’t worry,’ and I give them a hug and it looks very loving, but it may not be in the best interests of that child.  It may be the best thing that I can do in that moment, taking into consideration my level of awareness, but as my level of awareness deepens, I may realize that that was more self-serving, that it was not a loving act, it was more manipulative and controlling.  Maybe I could have done a more above the line kind of love which would be unconditional.  This would be to allow the child to experience their emotions and support them in that space.” 

The main concepts in Peaceful Parenting move beyond parenting and into all of our relationships including our relationship with ourselves.  All of them include developing a deeper awareness of our own behavior patterns and our social conditioning.  As Chris puts it, “your behaviors become your habits, your habits become your destiny; they become the life you create for yourself.”

For me, the motivation for deeper personal development, what Chris calls “advancing the soul,” came from a urgent desire to bring more meaning into my life and to model that behavior for my kids. If I’m honest, it also came from turning 40.  I suddenly developed a healthy fear of dying before my “work” was complete, before I had made a “difference” in the world.  (Naturally, this includes completely ignoring all the “differences” I have already made.)  I always saw such great potential in myself, (likely a result of an over-fed ego with a side of narcissism, plus a childhood peppered with serious celebrity worship,) but I felt like that potential was vastly underutilized.  Was it laziness?  Was it confusion over what my real Oprah-styled “Purpose” was?  Was it too many choices and not enough single-pointed focus? Talking to Chris, (like talking to all people wiser and more experienced than me,) was a gift in discovering the answers to some of those questions.  Of course, the answers are not always so simple, but that’s the nature of existence, isn’t it?  Not a lot of black and white, just a whole lot of gray. 

These muddy waters are inherent in awareness too, as Chris so astutely explains: Wisdom tends to be a paradoxical concept so you can have a habit that is both limiting and advancing your soul.  So let’s say you’re trying to be very disciplined and doing a routine, you’re trying to meditate every day and whatever it is.  That could be an ‘above the line’ habit.  The same habit can also have ‘below the line’ implications in your life where you want to meditate every day and you put your meditation ahead of your other duties.  You will drive by someone in need on the side of the road because you have to get home to meditate before supper!  In your own mind and your own heart, logically you know that you are attending to your own ritual that you have set out for yourself, but you are also not being true to your own character. “

Awareness is a concept that requires a great deal of wisdom and discernment and the only way to really develop either is through experience, observation and loving kindness, especially towards ourselves.  For Chris, the road to developing awareness has been rife with obstacles.  He has found that getting to know ourselves comes from “peeling back all the layers that we create, all the filters and all the perspectives that we use to protect ourselves and to create a story around our lives that we can feel is acceptable and feel good about and yet, often that story and those filters and all those layers are just things that cover up our ability to be more aware.”

So why is it so difficult for us to practice awareness?  Part of it is our conditioning – we generally tend to be critical of ourselves and others, in fact it’s the basis of most of our cultural humour! (For fun, notice how many times I've used self-criticism in this essay and how HILARIOUS it is.) Another obstacle to our awareness practice is time.  I don’t know about you, but I feel like my schedule is so full that taking time for self-care and personal development is tricky business.  Part of it is the unique beliefs that we each carry and which ironically, being aware of, would help to clarify and alter those ingrained patterns. 

Chris reminds me that part of our hesitation for moving forward with personal growth is a misguided sense of self-preservation.  As he so wisely observes, “There’s pain in learning, we tend to avoid it and yet, we are the architects of our own suffering!  Pain is a natural part of life, but suffering is when we continue to wallow in it, when we stay in the story or habits or thinking patterns that are not in alignment with our true intentions.” 

When we talked about how my own pace tends to be so slow in learning how to let go of what no longer serves, Chris suggests that: “Our mind is not just in our brain.  Our ability to process life, to make decisions and to learn from our experiences is not only in our brain, it lives in the whole body, too.  If you feel like your own personal development is going slower than you’d like, set the intention to speed it up.  Typically, that’s a little scary because when you ask for that, you realize that that might involve some pain.  We tend to go at the pace that we feel most comfortable and when the pain is too much, that’s when we typically change.  They say masters change before the pain gets there.  I think that takes a lot of awareness and a lot of confidence and it also takes a lot of faith that no matter what, things are going to be okay.”  I would add that it also takes patience, as my own experience has shown me time and again.  As Chris so eloquently reminded me, “I had to tell myself that every morning and every evening for a year before I had reprogrammed myself, but someone else could say it once and it’s done, it’s embedded.  So there’s no time limit on this stuff.  One person, a lifetime, another person, a moment - why that is, I don’t know.  It might be that time is irrelevant.”

Chris Leigh-Smith's book Bully Proof, a must-read for anyone with kids in their lives, in my humble opinion.

Chris Leigh-Smith's book Bully Proof, a must-read for anyone with kids in their lives, in my humble opinion.

A daily practice that anyone can do is engage in metacognition – the thinking about our own thinking, essentially awareness in itself.  From there, Chris suggests we ask ourselves “Am I being honest?  Am I in illusion or am I in reality?  Next, how do I communicate with myself?  Am I listening to that constant critical voice or am I listening to the loving aspect of myself?  They’re both the same, they’re in me, but who am I going to listen to.  Cherokee grandfather talks about two wolves fighting inside of us, the good and the evil, who wins?  The one we feed, the one we pay attention to.  After communication comes behaviors, how are we behaving?  Am I anxious all the time, am I worried about my ego, am I insecure?  Am I working on trying to let go, am I following my heart, am I listening?  Are your behaviors matching your intentions?” 

If we’re able to take time regularly, a few seconds or minutes at the beginning and end of the day to set intentions and look at our behaviors, “build pauses in,” as Chris puts it, we may find that our emotions and habits are no longer controlling us, but informing us and giving us a place to start to reduce our suffering.

Chris told me the story of The Monkey Trap, a story told to him by his mentor and how the allegory has helped to guide his choices: “My mentor talked about the monkey hunters, I can’t remember where, but the brains of the monkeys are a delicacy, unfortunately for the monkeys, and so they design and weave these special wicker baskets, tether them to a rope and place a banana inside the basket. When the monkey places their hand into the basket and grabs the banana, it can’t get its fist out and they pull on the tethered basket and start to get really angry thinking ‘why won’t life give me this banana! I just want this banana and I deserve this banana!’  All the belief systems that the monkey has that deceives it into thinking it’s entitled to this banana.  The hunter, of course, hears all this and comes and gets the monkey.  All the monkey had to do to be free was just to let go of the banana.  The banana is, of course a metaphor for all the things in our lives that we’re too afraid to let go of.”

“When I look at all the poor choices I’ve made and I’ve made lots of them - I’m okay with that because it’s made me make better choices - All the poor choices I’ve made have been based in fear.  I can be uncomfortable and I can still be very at peace with myself because I can be happy with the way I’m communicating, the way I’m loving, the way I’m behaving and that’s not fear-based.  When I’m full of fear, I’m full of anxiety and doubt, I do not access my highest resources, I do not access my friends, I put up all sorts of walls and filters.  I’m not dealing with reality, I’m caught up in my fear.  And when I reflect on that, when I’m not comfortable in my body, I try to train myself to pause.  To let go of my agenda, to let go of my insecurities, to let go of the banana and to proceed as best I can from an intention to be loving, rather than an intention to protect myself based on fear.”

Awareness Month Support System

Meditation, slower-paced exercises designed to connect the ol’ mind with body awareness, walking, check-ins, journaling (which generally involved writing my dreams down because that’s all I had time for this month.)

Resources:

·        Dr. Dan Siegel’s Wheel of Awareness exercises and his beautiful book, ‘Mindsight,’

·        Heart and Bones Yoga (the lovely Brea Johnson) and her online yoga studio,

·        Tao of Peace Martial Arts class and Peaceful Parenting class,

·        ‘Bullyproof’ by Chris Leigh-Smith,

·        Friends and family who are awesome at triggering my below the line reactions and encouraging above the line behaviors AND pointing out my areas that need work. (Special mention to my beloved husband and children;)

·        ‘Planting Seeds’ by Thich Nhat Hanh, used as a homeschool book for my son, it’s an awesome book for practicing mindfulness with kids.

·        I also read Patti Smith’s books, ‘Just Kids’ and ‘M-Train,’ which didn’t have a lot to do with awareness practice, per se, but damn, she’s a good writer. 

Recipes: 

Bone/Veggie Broth, Super Trouper Gynostemma

"A Good Broth Can Raise the Dead"

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I don't know who said that, but surely someone did.  There are few more nourishing, more grounding and more vital recipes to have in your wheelhouse than the almighty broth. 

A hearty broth offers a flavourful base for soups, are an excellent medium for sauteing vegetables and are great to combine with your oil so it doesn't get too hot in a stir-fry.  They are also an awesome way to use up vegetable scraps!  Instead of tossing scraps in the bin, have a freezer bag on the go and just toss all your not-so-pretty ends, tops and onion skins into your freezer bag and take out the morning of your stock-making day.  To give the broth a different flavour, try roasting the vegetables tossed with olive oil before cooking in the stock.  Stocks are cooked for a minimum of an hour, but longer is advised.  The longer it cooks, the more nutrients and flavour you will get from your vegetables.

Bone broths also require this nutritive vegetable base.  To make an omnivorous version of this stock, use your poultry or meat bones or pick up a marrow-rich beef or bison thigh bone from the butcher.  Place bones in stock pot with 2 tbsp vinegar (per quart of water) and cover with water.  Add vegetables after bones have soaked for 1 hour.  You can also choose bones with some meat on them for extra flavour. The cooking time for a good bone broth is anywhere from 2 – 72 hours.  The longer your cook it, the more minerals you'll extract out of the bones and the vegetables and mineral-rich herbs help to facilitate that process.  I have added all manner of crazy ingredients - reishi mushroom slices, old man's beard, nettle leaves, you name it, if it's edible, throw it in.  Bone broths can be incredibly healing and are an essential way to build strength following major illness, surgery and childbirth.  Broth can also be eaten solo or with a spoonful of miso or in any number of ways, just search for recipes on the web and you'll be brothin' it up for days.

1 onion, halfed and roughly chopped

1 head of garlic, roughly chopped

1 leek, halved

2 – 4 carrots, roughly chopped

2 – 4 stalks celery, roughly chopped

1 tomato, quartered

vegetable scraps (peels, tops, onion skins, etc.)

1 tablespoon extra virgin olive oil

1 4-inch strip of kombu

1 bunch parsley

3 bay leaves

fresh herbs (rosemary, thyme, marjoram, savoury, nettle leaf, etc.)

1 teaspoon Herbamare or sea salt (optional)

water to cover (about 10 cups)

If using bones, use chicken carcasses, chicken feet (extra gelatin for joint health,) chicken necks and backs, or for beef stock, marrow-rich and any carcass bones, knuckles, etc. soak in 2 tbsps vinegar/quart of water for 30 to 60 mins before turning on the heat to increase mineral extraction from bones.  

 

1.    If roasting veggies, preheat oven to 425°F.  Place onion, garlic, leek, carrots, celery, tomato and vegetable scraps in large casserole dish and toss with olive oil. Bake for 30 minutes

2.    Meanwhile place kombu, parsley, bay leaves, peppercorns, herbs and salt, if using, in large stock pot and set aside.  If using bones, prepare them as directed above.

3.    When roasted vegetables are finished, remove from oven and add to large stock pot. 

4.    Cover completely with water and bring to boil.  Reduce heat and let simmer for 1 to 10+ hours.  The longer it cooks, the more flavourful your stock will be.

5.    Strain vegetables out of stock and discard.  Use remaining stock immediately in soup or place pot in cool water bath to cool as quickly as possible.  Decant and leave in refrigerator for up to a week.  Also freeze in 2 to 4 cup portions for future use.  You can also freeze in an ice cube tray and add to grains or sautes as desired.

A Year At My Best

"There are basically two types of people. People who accomplish things and people who claim to have accomplished things. The first group is less crowded” – Mark Twain

"There are basically two types of people. People who accomplish things and people who claim to have accomplished things. The first group is less crowded” – Mark Twain

This is a story of a woman on the verge of greatness, always just on the verge, never quite getting to the “great” part.  Years ago, I started a book called “A Year at My Best,” which was intended to document twelve months of self-improvement in various aspects of my life.  I completed one and a half chapters.  The book morphed into a book on procrastination called “This Time, No This Time, No This Time…”  Ironically, (or predictably,) that book also never saw the light of day.  I thought maybe a simple autobiography entitled “Slow” might have a better chance since it’s very title gave me the luxury of time to think and write at a nice, leisurely pace.  Then with my impending 40th birthday upon me, I realized none of these ideas were actually leaving the cave, so to speak, and that this very fact was the story of my life.  Always on the verge of greatness. Never quite getting to the “great” part.  It was time to flip the switch.

The times that I have actually accomplished tasks, I noticed the “one thing at a time” approach has always been most effective, so here goes.  One month at a time, one day at a time, one moment at a time.  Each new moon beginning in January, I will introduce a new monthly mission.  Why the new moon, you ask?  Why not?  (Honestly, it's a combination of me liking to start new things at the new moon and also of me not having my shit together any earlier than the 17th of January.)  I'm a collaborator by nature and wanted to use this opportunity to chat with/read about/talk about people I admire and who may be able to give me a deeper understanding into the topic at hand. 

I want to be clear that these monthly missions are not attempts to change me into something I am not.  An adulthood of self-study have given me a whole lot of insight into who I am.  Instead, this project gives me the opportunity to look deeply at what patterns are working for me and which ones aren't.  When the "experts" say "Let what no longer serves you drop away" what are they talking about?  When Don Miguel Ruiz, in his brilliant revelation "The Four Agreements," talks about "Doing your best," what does that look like?

These missions will be comprised of areas in which I need to build habits of health.  Note these are areas in which I need to improve.  You, dear reader, are invited to make these habits a part of your daily life as well, or you can play the Emperor to my Gladiator and watch me battle from the safe benches of the Colosseum audience. With any luck, I will, as they say, slay. Or die trying. 

Kids Can Cook (And make you this Smoothie!)

Kids are naturals in the kitchen.  Don't be afraid to involve them because, I guarantee, you will be amazed with what they are capable of when you entrust them with these very basic tasks. Getting your children involved in food acquisition, food preparation and/or cleaning up afterwards are critical skills that can help them develop greater independence and confidence. Having a say in what they eat can give kids a real sense of accomplishment and can ensure that they experience more complete nutrition and better health.  When these activities are a normal part of a child's life, they are less likely to see eating as a chore and more of a natural and (if you're fun with it,) an enjoyable part of one's day.  Here's a few ways to get kids involved.

There are so many ways in which we can each participate in meal preparation, find the one that works best for each individual kid.  Much like us adults, each kid has different strengths and interests.  Some are more into cooking, some are happy to be the one cleaning up after the chef and keeping the work space in order.  Some are more interested in coming up with the meal and getting the goods needed to make it happen, some like to do it all.  Find out what your kid really enjoys - is it food acquisition?  Is your child into growing and tending to food or foraging for mushrooms and wild plants? Are they into meal planning and organizing the grocery lists?  Is your child really interested in organizing the cooking area and keeping dishes clean?  Are they more interested in the actual cooking?  How does their age and skill level affect your determining where they can make the biggest impact?  There's always a spot where your kid will thrive, your job is to help them find that and be flexible enough to know when to let them step into a different role as their interests and skills change.  Here's a recipe the whole family can make:

Super Green Smoothie, Photo Ana Segota

Super Green Smoothie, Photo Ana Segota

Super Green Smoothie

The smoothie is really a super food playground; the combinations are endless.  Smoothies that contain green leafy vegetables really are best prepared using a very sharp-bladed blender so that the plant's cell walls are properly broken down and the texture is smooth and uniform, especially if you're dealing with picky kids.  A favourite of foodies is the VitaMix; it is an investment, but well worth it!  The following smoothie uses baby spinach as the base.  Baby spinach offers a more tender leaf and is lower in oxalic acid than mature spinach (read: better for inflammatory conditions and for the thyroid.)  Spinach contains high amounts of iron, the bio-availability of which is increased with Vitamin C; Strawberries provide that Vitamin C.  Spinach is also a good source of fat-soluble vitamins A, K and E, we use coconut oil or flax oil to help facilitate the absorption of these nutrients.  Any greens powder would be a lovely addition.  A favourite is Spirulina which is freshwater, blue-green algae that is densely packed with easily-absorbed protein. It contains a full spectrum of amino acids that absorb rapidly into our bloodstream.  Spirulina is about 60 percent protein in its natural form, so it contains more protein ounce-for-ounce than meat. It is also a source of fatty acids, antioxidants and phytonutrients.  Maca is known for it's ability to support hormonal health.  You can vary the amount of bananas and dates depending on how sweet you like it.  Bananas are of course, rich in potassium, but also Vitamin B6, Vitamin C, Manganese and contain a good amount of fibre.  Dates are a concentrated source of iron and also contain B-vitamins, potassium, calcium and magnesium.  

**WHOLE BODY HEALTH NOTE:

While smoothies can help ease digestion because the blender pre-masticates all the food for us, it's important to remember the use it or lose it principle of the human body.  If we don't regularly chew our food, our jaw may become weaker from lack of use and our whole musculo-skeletal health may be compromised.  Plus, the moving of our jaws tells our stomach to start releasing the ol' HCl, which helps break down our food and make digestion even more efficient. What I'm trying to say is chew your smoothie, at least make the action, even though the blender's already chewed it up for you.  ;)

4 cups/227 grams tightly packed baby spinach,

2-3 large bananas

3-5 Medjool dates

5 strawberries

1 tablespoon extra virgin coconut oil or flax seed oil

3 1/4 cups water

Superfoods (optional – wheat grass or barley green powder, spirulina, maca, chia seeds, coconut, dried berries)

 

Mix all the above ingredients in a sharp-bladed blender and enjoy!  Remaining smoothie can be refrigerated and consumed within the day.  Makes about 4 servings.

Menamen (AKA Quick-Ass Veggie Eggs)

Menamen

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I first ate this and then perfected it in Turkey.  It is usually served as a breakfast dish, but you can have it as a quick lunch or supper as well.  Play with the ingredients and add any herbs, spices and vegetable combinations that you feel like.  I've used just onion and greens before, I've made it with 5 different veg and feta or old cheddar.  Traditionally, it's made with tomatoes, onion and peppers.  You can also give it an Asian taste with a splash of tamari.  Eggs are, of course a great source of protein, in particular sleep-promoting tryptophan and they are a great source of the powerful antioxidant selenium, as well as iodine, which supports the thyroid and vitamins B12 and Vitamin D.  Choline in eggs is an important nutrient for the neurological system.  If the chickens are fed a diet of Omega 3-rich foods (like flax,) they can also contain this essential fatty acid.  Try to always choose free-range chicken's eggs and preferably living as clean a life as possible.  This recipe serves 4.

1 tbsp water or broth

1 tbsp butter, coconut oil or olive oil

4 green onion, thinly sliced or ½ cup red or white onion

3 tomatoes, diced

1 bell pepper (red, orange, yellow or green,) diced

½ - 1 bunch of kale, chard or spinach, chopped to your liking (the smaller, the faster it cooks and the easier to eat!)

½ tsp each oregano, parsley, basil

salt and pepper, to taste (if using tamari, no need to add salt)

Warm broth/water and oil in pan over medium-low heat, add onions and peppers, saute for 2 minutes and add tomatoes and eggs, herbs, salt and pepper and any other vegetables you are using (except greens.)  Stir constantly.  When eggs are almost done, add greens and cook till warm.  If you are using cheese or tamari, add those now.  Serve alone or with whole grain or gluten-free bread.

Cinnamon Ginger Granola

Cinnamon-Spiced Granola (adapted from Whole Life Nutrition)

Dry cereals are almost a staple in North American pantries, but there are several nutritional concerns with processed and packaged cereals.  They can contain artificial flavours and colours as well as rancid fats and refined sugars.  Making our own granola can save your money and your health! 

The mighty oat is a nutritional powerhouse.  Loaded with manganese and selenium, two important antioxidants; it is also a good source of tryptophan, dietary fibre, phosphorus and magnesium and protein.  Oats also contain beta-glucan, a fibre which has been shown to lower cholesterol levels and support heart health.  Beta-glucan also shows beneficial effects on those with Type II diabetes and glycemic issues by stabilizing blood sugars.  (It's important to note that oats contains high levels of purines, which can increase uric acid production and gout symptoms and are also high in phytic acid, which can be reduced by soaking for 12 – 24 hours before cooking or eating.)  Ginger is one of nature's highest anti-inflammatory foods, promoting healthy circulation and digestion.  Cinnamon, especially true cinnamon (ceylon cinnamomum verum,) supports the cell's ability to respond to insulin, so the body doesn't have to pump too much out, easing pancreatic and metabolic stress.   Cinnamon is also highly antioxidative and can halt the growth of bacteria. 

You can adjust the seasonings anyway you like them and use both fresh and powdered versions of spice.   Any grains can work for this recipe and with the addition of nuts and seeds and fruit or a greens-based smoothie, this makes for a pretty complete breakfast.  Top with plain yogurt or milk (dairy or non-dairy, depending on preference.)

Makes about 5 cups, store in airtight container in refrigerator.

 5 cups rolled grain (oats, barley, rice flakes and/or quinoa flakes)

1 ½ cup coursely chopped walnuts

1 ½ cup coursely chopped almonds (or any combination of favourite nuts and/or seeds, including shredded coconut)

1 tbsp cinnamon (preferably “true cinnamon”)

1 tbsp (more or less depending how spicy you like it) grated fresh ginger (or 1 tsp powdered)

1 tsp – 1 tbsp various spices (nutmeg, clove,) optional

1 – 2 tsp vanilla powder (or 1 tsp vanilla extract)

¼ tsp sea salt

½ cup maple syrup

½ cup coconut oil or ¼ cup fruit juice and ¼ cup melted coconut oil

Method:

Preheat oven to 275F

Melt coconut oil on low, stirring regularly

Either hand chop or quickly pulse nuts with food processor, empty into large mixing bowl along with rolled grain and any dry spices that you're using, mix well

In another mixing bowl combine maple syrup, melted coconut oil and any wet spices you are using and mix well.  add to dry ingredients and mix until all dry ingredients are coated.

Add any additional seeds and shredded coconut, if using, mix well

Spread evenly on cookie sheet and place in oven for 20 minutes, turn granola and put in oven for another 15 – 20 minutes.

Remove from oven and add dried fruit, if using.  Let cool completely and transfer to glass airtight jar. Enjoy!

Everyday Salad Dressing

My 7-year old tossing our salad.

My 7-year old tossing our salad.

Salad dressings are so simple to make and so very versatile that once you get the basics, it will be hard to go back to store-bought.  The basic formula is 1 part acid (vinegar and/or citrus) to 3 parts oil (olive is my favourite for salads.)

I place all of the ingredients into a wide mouth mason jar and use my immersion blender to make this dressing, but you could also use a regular blender or VitaMix. I used 2 tablespoons of oregano here but fresh basil would work too, if fact, you could increase the basil to 1/4 cup. Don't be tempted to add more of the pungent herbs such as oregano or thyme. Otherwise the flavors in the dressing may get too strong and/or slightly bitter. This dressing will keep in the refrigerator in a sealed jar for about 1 week.

3/4 cup good quality extra virgin olive oil

1/4 cup apple cider vinegar

2 tablespoons balsamic vinegar (optional)

1-2 tablespoons honey or maple syrup

Juice of one small lemon

1 clove garlic, peeled 

2 tablespoons fresh herbs (oregano, basil, mint, etc.)

3/4 teaspoon sea salt

1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper

 

Place all ingredients into a blender and blend until smooth. Taste and adjust salt and seasonings if necessary. Store in a sealed glass jar in the refrigerator for 4 days.